Sunday, September 27, 2009
sometimes...i really just am nothing but talk...
i say all this magnificent game plan..or goals..or things that i would achieve...
in the end...they were all just empty dreams...vacant hopes... hollow determinations...
time and time...i failed myself....
i am sick of all this too...
i want to change...
i want to have the feeling...of putting everything i have and take my best shot...
i have never done that before....
the feeling you have, when you felt like you have nothing left...
and the only thing you can do..is to fight for it...
fight like it would be the last thing you will ever do...
fight like all hope is lost and that is your only hope.
in 5 days time...
i want to let this be the final grand challenge i would ever face at this moment..
and for all you know....from now on...
whatever i say i would do it... i WILL DO IT...
let this be a prove to all, a testimony,
if you want something really bad...
you have to fight for it..like this is your life...
i don't really believe in god...
but with the little belief i have...
may i do my best..and let me be blessed.
my last shot...
it's now or never, do or die..
breaking the boundaries and all limits..
i'm ready to go all out this time.
may i feel alive again. it's the last chance.
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, September 27, 2009 - 
