Saturday, August 29, 2009
well this week was rather enriching....cause the process of learning is very very exciting....well sort of....in any case. i just hope that i can keep up the momentum of things now..
it's always been very interesting that i beginning to understand the profound nature of the human mind...been reading a book about how our minds decieves us and how it works..and it's really very interesting...( look whose gonna become patrick jane now! HA ).. in any case..pretty mind blowing stuff..
sometimes...when you do so much so someone...you just need to understand that you should expect nothing in return...heartless nature they may be...in the end..at most you just wash your hands of it.
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, August 29, 2009 - 
Saturday, August 22, 2009
well first things first..
oppisee daisy...looks like my 'flu' quite power hor....shall not elaborate...
and well preparing for promos is one thing...but i guess it will pretty work out...everything that is...
sigh....sometime i just spend my days thinking....and thinking....whether i can actually last that long....mentality is really one very interesting thing..just when you tot you could not last..hoho..you could...and that really isn't helping....i noe...nth really is helping anyway...but still nth i can do about it...so i'll just let it bothers me...
and i hav the most awesome fantastic dream even this week....
i dreamt that i was in paris..france...it was damm shiok taking pictures and all...
(somemore that place was a mixture of all the euroupean countries..but what the heck)
cause i saw nicole tong facebook...wow she really lived her life....travelling around....
this is the time you wish you was very very very rich...oh well i will be someday! HA...
in any case...i'll go read my book anyway....and i will fucking do work tmr...40 plus days to promos...-_-
oh angelina...you're the sun and the moon....
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, August 22, 2009 -
Monday, August 10, 2009
Sun rays come down as seen
when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around
till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate
waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me
the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum,
doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum,
da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine,
of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.
a song that can run in your head for one week....
and i notice i have mental problem..
it's like you know when you traveling alone?
to school for meeting your friends?
you would put on ur i pod or music right???
i put it on all the time...
but there are times when you don't have your music on?
then this strange and weird thing happen...
i start to talk to myself...
i could keep hearing my own thoughts
and all about everything and anything around me.
yes i may be clinically ill...very very ill...
in any case...studying proves to be not not productive...
i slack the whole week... and in any case..
i got very super jumpy this whole week..
i get anxiety and panic
like that...
okok...i need find some peace and solemn
before i start talking to myself...
cause i tink...the voice is getting louder and louder...
but...by writing this blog..
.i am talking to myself..am i not??
fuck lar...i really going mad.
posted by jordan chung at Monday, August 10, 2009 -
Friday, August 07, 2009
i am lost.
like a river dun noe whr it flows...
like a person reaching at the crossroads...
oh i just really want to free my soul..
ohh and i just want to give it up right now..
i lost my sense of direction..
i lost my heart and soul..
the days and nights are getting darker..
who would be there to hear my woes..
my desire to strive would be my downfall..
for i have tumble down and fall..
the period where i am really lost...
i just don't know how it all would goes..
posted by jordan chung at Friday, August 07, 2009 -
Sunday, August 02, 2009
the hardest thing yet most tempting thing to do is to raise the white flag now....
cause this really seems hard and i am very tired about it...
i tink i should use the time to solve math question god damm..hoho
hmm what else to update.....
well watched hang over on fri with alex and aloy...still had a lovely afternoon on tgif...lol
the movie was awesome.. it was pretty crazy and funny...do recommend....too bad yee ping cannot come...lol....
spent the pass two days at home..wonderful....sat and sunday...two weeks like that liao..sux.
i'll go walk later.....and yes alone...
i want go city hall been long time since i went there..i always like that place marina square idk why..lol
in any case..
promos coming up in like what 40 days? as aloy has calculated it...take the j2 A lvl remaining days divide by two tahdah!....wonderful......
nowadays energy almost burnt out cause i keep thinking...many things...ok probably because i'm paranoid...or pretty much because theres a lot of be thinked.
looks like a have to embrace the next weekkkkkkk damm the cycle also ji tao very sian cycle..
come on.....come on....give it to me...
i cannot tahan already........
jordan peace out
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, August 02, 2009 -
