Citizen
welcome to my world..
Monday, August 10, 2009
Sun rays come down as seen
when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around
till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate
waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me
the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum,
doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum,
da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine,
of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.
a song that can run in your head for one week....
and i notice i have mental problem..
it's like you know when you traveling alone?
to school for meeting your friends?
you would put on ur i pod or music right???
i put it on all the time...
but there are times when you don't have your music on?
then this strange and weird thing happen...
i start to talk to myself...
i could keep hearing my own thoughts
and all about everything and anything around me.
yes i may be clinically ill...very very ill...
in any case...studying proves to be not not productive...
i slack the whole week... and in any case..
i got very super jumpy this whole week..
i get anxiety and panic
like that...
okok...i need find some peace and solemn
before i start talking to myself...
cause i tink...the voice is getting louder and louder...
but...by writing this blog..
.i am talking to myself..am i not??
fuck lar...i really going mad.
