Monday, December 28, 2009
they say...more people die in the holidays...for a fucking good reason...
this month...basically living in turmoil...for me...there is so much to take it in....i was bloody overwhelmed man.....and i must say...this year...i thought that a lot of things will be possible...but honestly...this year..was one of the most disappointing year i ever had...cause every year...you look back , you thought hey..at least i achieve something...but this year...no matter in what, studies..family, personally...i failed...i could not take the heat...though it was not bad....but it was very very disappointing... this year...i have to say like every other year...learn more stuff about myself...and i do manage to regain some touch that i once had...but not completely....this made me realize something....the road ahead is going to be very tough...with the a levels..it's going to be hell already. So...whatever this whole shit i am in. whatever this whole thing is going...i have to move forward like for real this time, i am still finding myself...but maybe just maybe..the picture becomes clearer..i do really hope for next year...i can break new grounds...found my lost self again...and win whatever that is i am trying to win...
the new year i really do hope something good can happen...
cause i don't think i can last anymore....all i am left with is this last ray of hope...
posted by jordan chung at Monday, December 28, 2009 - 
Sunday, December 13, 2009
how easy does it take for anyone to say...i have nothing but hope...
it is too late for me?
or i can still open the door...
it's kind of hard when you are thinking like me...
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, December 13, 2009 -
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
splendid holiday season...everyone seems to enjoy themselves..
fuck the world.
posted by jordan chung at Tuesday, December 08, 2009 -
Sunday, December 06, 2009
this week was a speed bullet week..basically i really don't know what the fuck this week was about anyways..everything came in blitz..i it's really very hard and tired to take it all in..was i guess it was fun, well usually when everything is over and you look back, it really doesn't mean anything anyway..i always asked my friends to do so much for me...yet i can't really do much for them...
don't ask yourself what people can do for you, but what you can do for people...
i'll try my best and i won't let you brothers down.
sometimes...you just have to take the pain in...savior it..and enjoy the torture it inflicts on you. =)
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, December 06, 2009 -
Friday, December 04, 2009
. a sense of spunk..
.the carefree spirit, bohemian i should call it.
.sophistication, yet a touch of inner child.
yea...things that i tell myself...and it's so much more than this.
posted by jordan chung at Friday, December 04, 2009 -
even though the world is never fair....
that does not mean people like us have to suffer...
of all the 7.5 billion people...
haix...it's over.
posted by jordan chung at Friday, December 04, 2009 -
