Friday, August 29, 2008
well today was uttery disapointing..
yss...haix
half of the best teachers gone..
the school was haix..
the students was.....HAIX...
god..
nth to look back to le...
but well at least the friends i get from there
they are still by my side...
so yea........the memories that will never be taken away..
what the usual said today...
they were right.....
no point hoping....
it was all false hope...
lets just forget it...
in the end.....i'll get hurt.....
guess it shall end here
posted by jordan chung at Friday, August 29, 2008 -
Monday, August 25, 2008
just woke up from a dream.....
i wish i wouldn't need to wake up..
the happiness i felt is something i never felt before...
and the split second after i woke up....when i still thought it was real...
i was giggling...smiling..
but seconds later, then i realise...
it was all...but a dream....
how i wish it was real.....i really do......
posted by jordan chung at Monday, August 25, 2008 -
Sunday, August 24, 2008
after yesterday....my hope was gone......
PW was totally godlike...
and i was the feeder....
i tot there was a way..
to overcome the odds..
exams in 30 days..
PW and all the cb stuff...
u tot u ar gg down...
but today.....
i notice no matter how much things fuck u up...
as long as u have some good friends...good teachers that are ur friends...and parents...
i guesss thats enough to keep me going....
it's more than enough.....
stay strong and hold my ground...
so that i won't fall down..
the sun may set and darkness come
but my heart continues to pump
light the fire i have in me
and sooner or later i'll be free.
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, August 24, 2008 -
Friday, August 22, 2008
she's deep in my heart..
but we are worlds apart.
everything seems so wrong
when i start hear the song.
my heart skip a beat
i've know i'm been hit
by the cupid's arrow
and i feel so mellow
what can i do now?
just hope i know how....
posted by jordan chung at Friday, August 22, 2008 -
Monday, August 18, 2008
well... maths lesson was inspiring today...
miss teng was lik telling us abt olympics and how it tells us that anything is possible...
and we need a math's teacher to tell us that than a chem and also form teacher....
aiyo....well though i may not be Michael Phelps...but hey....i just want to see...
if it is also possible for me to push my limits......
this year was one god damm hell of a year....
but...i just want to see....
if miracles can be made..
by a person who need miracles...
serious i shall be......
this place need a better class of jokers..
posted by jordan chung at Monday, August 18, 2008 -
Sunday, August 17, 2008
first u tot it was ok..
nice it seems..
but then u noe about the truth...
little devils they are...
ouch the next thing u noe..
welcome to hell.....
tat is why....
never step on their tail...
life used to be good..
and wat happen now....
how can i be happy?
when u put me in seawater......
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, August 17, 2008 -
Friday, August 15, 2008
i never become in that picture in the first place...
why force yourself to be the colour?
i'm not even black or white..
no matter hw hard to try to fit...it doesn't seems right...
just an eyesore....
i guess i'm not the painting type....
it's time to just paint my own painting
posted by jordan chung at Friday, August 15, 2008 -
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
it is remarkably amazing now a dark knight movie can set me think so many stuff.... as i see the scene which one ferry carrying dangerous and evil criminals while the other civilians....and they have to choose either who to be blow up first....and the words where the joker say about the system , the schemers..it really let me thinking....
the society with live in now....
is there still any compassion?
is there still any justice?
i mean ppl nowadays only thinking about making their lives better...catching up wif the rest of the world....caring nth much but the economy the status....
but while chasing after these aspect.....do we lose ourselves in the middle of it?
do we really know what we are doing as an individual..?
or do we just act because we had to survive in this cold hard society and world which only cares about performance, wealth status....
those of u who defer wif me......just try and think.....
why do everyone one to get into a uni?
tat is just a good enough reason...
just in order to survive..
just in order to win and have a place in this little system....
anyway...i tink...either i am thinking too much...
or i very sian...
the movie is great lar...it depicts the very dark theme in dark knight....
really spectacular...
Heath Ledge...really played well...but just too bad..
a talent wasted......he may have won in the screen..
but he lost in reality....
posted by jordan chung at Tuesday, August 12, 2008 -
Sunday, August 10, 2008
just imagine u and her are in a very nice restaurant with a window sit of the night
view of the city and this song was playing.....
You're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
you'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
at long last love has arrived
and I thank God I'm alive
you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
Pardon the way that I stare
there's nothing else to compare
the sight of you leaves me weak
there are no words left to speak
but if you feel like I feel
please let me know that it's real
you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
I need you baby and if it's quite alright
I need you baby to warm the lonely nights
I love you baby, trust in me when I say:ok(its okaay)
Oh pretty baby, don't let me down, I pray
oh pretty baby, now that I've found you, stay
and let me love you, o baby, let me love you, o baby
You're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
you'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
at long last love has arrived
and I thank God I'm alive
you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
I need you baby and if it's quite alright
I need you baby to warm the lonely nights
I love you baby, trust in me when I say its ok
Oh pretty baby, don't let me down, I pray
oh pretty baby, now that I've found you, stay
and let me love you, o baby, let me love you, o babyy
I need you baby and if it's quite alright
I love you baby, you warm the lonely nights
I need you baby, trust in me when I say its ok
Oh, oh pretty baby, don't let me down, I pray
oh pretty baby, now that I've found you, stay
and let me love you...
aww~~~~~~~~
damm...i'm getting mushy again...
let me love u...........
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, August 10, 2008 -
Saturday, August 09, 2008
humans are born not to be good at dealing one thing..
relationships....
yes u got it right..
or maybe not..
even human have gone through evolution but we still have the instincts of the prehistoric ancestors.
my point is.....sometimes....it's hard to deal wif matter lik this......
but i guess all u need to do....is to deal it will nothing in mind bu wif ur heart...
sincere.. and it will show......
anyhow..promos 44 days..
can someone fuck me up to study?
i dun noe why..
i need to get all these fucking distractions out of my fucking mind....
6 days le and nothing done....
i'm quite fustrated..
i tink..
music is the only way
for me to express myself.....
life without music...
i tink is lik i'll really die..
totally random..
happy national day...
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, August 09, 2008 -
today sch celebrate national day....performance was corny....first ask some malay traditional troope to dance.....got one performer look lik a monkey face...damm funny....
then next was some lit performance.....pretty nonsnese except the rhyming part......
i love u baby.......
den was house ex co dun 4get the lyics ny edition...
after that soccer inter house....
ep jh qw daniel albert and this order guy played....
well they really played very well....
oh welll den talk cock sing song all the way dao amk...
watch love guru...
shiok..damm funny.....i lik.................
and only 6 ppl went...geez.....
ironically.....
usually u dun put a fresh water fish into sea water....
u see....now it's dying...
choke........and die....
theory proven to be correct....oh well..
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, August 09, 2008 -
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i am just too sick and tired about it.....
if i going to face it one day...let it be.....
if ppl can't see the truth...let them be....
i already can't be bothered...i already don't care.....
just....fuck it..
posted by jordan chung at Tuesday, August 05, 2008 -
Saturday, August 02, 2008
give me a sign soon..
be it anything...
i can't go forward or back nw..
which watever the choice is pretty pretty drastic..
if i choose tat option...
things might blow out of proportions...
and yes....i dun wan to clean the mess later.......
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, August 02, 2008 -