Sunday, October 26, 2008
i'm a loser baby...so why don't you kill me~~~
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 
Saturday, October 25, 2008
it's a (friday) but does not feel like one....
op dry run was fine....
after that..watched max payne wif shannon kun...
it was payne in the ass...the movie sucks.....
feel so wasted....
guitar is hard also...haix....
i do wonder at times just what does it takes...
just what kind of caliber....
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, October 25, 2008 -
Friday, October 24, 2008
i'm gonna die..i'm gonna die....
if i dun die...sure going to die.....
but even if i'm going to die...
i want a peaceful death...
i may born loud..but not gg down loud...
posted by jordan chung at Friday, October 24, 2008 -
Monday, October 20, 2008
wow...it's magic....damm nice..
shannon ar.....we so going to make songs now..haha
i shall learn to play guitar too....
or maybe shannon play can already..lol
posted by jordan chung at Monday, October 20, 2008 -
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Denial.
Anger.
Bargaining.
Depression.
Acceptance.
Even before you had a lost.
you got to go through all these five stage....
then what's the point in dying right?
how should i put it.....
erm...if my world was a 'person'
and it just got swallow by a Godzilla....
thats how it felt..
aiya....i remember clearly this year during chinese new year....
went back to yishun sec..and mrs ow told me....
you sure you can handle jc? i think poly suits you better....
i was full of gusto and told her....no cake lar.....sure can one.....
if you ask me this question now.....
all i can say is....ouch.
and i can imagine what mrs ow would say....
i told you sooooooo........................
damm i feel freaking crap...
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, October 18, 2008 -
Thursday, October 16, 2008
it is scary that so many people are going to rehab......
it is just too scary.....
buck up dude...
if not you are going to rehab too....
posted by jordan chung at Thursday, October 16, 2008 -
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
got back all my results today...
at first.. see my H1 results...
wah think like strike lottery...
den saw maths...
felt as if i just declare bankrupt..
well the fact to retain in staright in my face......
but i still taking it quite ok i guess....just that next time it's going to be three musketeer not fantastic four....lol....
it's part of life....i know...
it's a process.. i know...
this feels lik sec 2 again...but...
i got to get back up my feet...and continue walking....
haha thanks ppl....but it's a road i got to go on my own...
posted by jordan chung at Wednesday, October 15, 2008 -
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
if i'm gg to die and what my last words were?
i think i would say....
man i shld have rock it in style instead of some hoobastank song....
oh well tmr...i also dun noe what to say....
so suck to be me..
posted by jordan chung at Tuesday, October 14, 2008 -
Monday, October 13, 2008
It seems like this week already quite dreadful already......bless that...
but anyway...as always look forward for weekend only.....hahax...
it's just part and parcel...got to tell myself that...
it's good to know that there are things that is holding the pieces together...
oh well bless that.
posted by jordan chung at Monday, October 13, 2008 -
Sunday, October 12, 2008
well was slacking day wif boh, nick, ting and ling......went marina bay to slack....oh well for the poly students they starting sch on mon le...which i also need to do all the pw intentsive on mon too....come to think of it gives me a headache......gah gah.....
woot it's just lik those days again....lol rmb we all studying at yishun the sb and straching our heads with chem and maths question. talking abt anything under the sun at any time over there....basket nw they hav to renovate northpoint so haven finish.....wtf....
but hey..i hope the sb gets bigger after the renovation....
well i noe right nw is a period of doubts and hopeless fears abt our result and future...
but whatever it is....as long as the heart is still beating...
we still got to move on.....
even if eveything collaspes.
the sky will still be above up high.
and the grounds would still be firmly rooted below..
damm....it's time to get it on!!!!
i'm ready.
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, October 12, 2008 -
Saturday, October 11, 2008
my my.....burnt after reading was great! it is damm funny...but might be a bit too complicated though...still glad that i able to catch up and understand the movie....damm great stuff...like the part where brat pitt goes....THIS IS SOME HIGHLY CLASSIFIED CIA SHIT...and also the conversation with mr cox.....HI..I'M A GOOD SAMARITIAN AND I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE OUR SHIT AND UR SHIT IS VERY SECURED...hahax..damm great....
the reason why i like movies it's because i'm able to live the dream i won't be able to get in reality.
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, October 11, 2008 -
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
it's strong does not mean it's unbreakable....
but there are things i understand.
and i understand how it felt....
well pretty fucked up world we have here..
posted by jordan chung at Wednesday, October 08, 2008 -
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
wow....
just when you think it is a sick sick joke....
turns out it's a bad bad reality......
sooooooo shitted....
after the papers....went pool..and eagle eye...slack and went home....
it is just hard to bear to leave this class...
most of all...it's hard to bear to leave the 3 guys...(sounds so gay)
but well this year...had my fun....
just that it all has to go.....
ironic that how mika's happy ending affecting me....
not your ordinary bad day.
posted by jordan chung at Tuesday, October 07, 2008 -
Monday, October 06, 2008
any how these days went out wif the usuals...went vivo to slack...walk around eat slack....well it used to be more happening but now not so enegetic lik last time....yes yes i'm getting old to make the noise le...anyway was great...got to know some new news....which oh well is interesting...
shop ard at vivo eat carl's....really deep shit...i ordered large...my god...almost died stuffing the food..after that went to this pet shop call something safari...nick saw the dogs he buay tahan already..cause the puppies really cute..damm went time zone..nick wanted play the hockey game..
surpising i won him...never really won before..oh well. den after that left....
slack with boh yesterday...cause we both were bored and the rest were busy..
shannon preparing for exams..
wee and tan mia..
nick..just wan rest at home....
and saw paveen..
haha long time also never see him since teacher's day...
told us abt his experience while being a relief teacher....10 bucks per hr...rly not bad pay..
lol he told us abt his times with Mr siva, Mr muru....how he was a relief PE teacher, a exam invigilator etc...
den he went on talk abt the sec 4 days....
the crazy times we had...
where siva and sebestian fight in the toliet and even girls came in to watch...
the times where the uniform groups were together...
i can still remember every friday after 6...
npcc girl guides ncc the st john slack outside that mama store?
shannon and paveen would talk cock sing song....
'shark' would si bei tan jiat...
vinod and adman would start finding ppl to ram.....
wow....already one year has past...
and it's change so damm much.....
some are happy, some not so happy....
but...well hope somehow everyone could meet again...
idk seems hard....even i had struggles of my own...
well i hope during the dec holidays...
have fun like we all used to....
oh well...
life is like a dream..........
it's a pity we had to wake up...
posted by jordan chung at Monday, October 06, 2008 -
Saturday, October 04, 2008
many roads and path to choose from...
but one is never sure if it's the right way...
there are times we make the wrong turns..
but in the end i tell myself...
it's the path that i choose..
and no regrets from it...
still a long long road...
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, October 04, 2008 -
Thursday, October 02, 2008
i cannot take the pain of all this, it's too much for me to handle.
this is a freaking long dragful process...
it's lik...u get shot but you don't die instantly?
you would have to go through the extreme pain before you die.
yup it is suicidal, but at least better than dying in pain.
so i rather end it myself.
and yes it's real tough.people might think is no big deal.
but when it's time to face your fears.
u might think twice.
in this realm, i tot i could handle it.
i was wrong.
this is totally crap
suck to the core
posted by jordan chung at Thursday, October 02, 2008 -
