Thursday, July 31, 2008
tried to study chem..but end up here....
damm i lack concentration.....
try to compose songs again..
yes shannon i'm compeleting.....and no i'm not giving it to you....
music and lyrics......
wat really run through the minds of singers when they compose..
your style your personality.....
tats y sing singers can't make it big outside..competiton so tough...
if i'm mute one day i'll tink i'll die....
promos..oh wat the hell man...
i need a release......
be it nivarna so some where...........
i...am..tinking soo bloody much.....
bloody much...
bloody..
ouch.
posted by jordan chung at Thursday, July 31, 2008 - 
Sunday, July 27, 2008
u noe i wonder why people enjoy watching movies so damm much...
because movies shows us lives that we will never be able to have in reality...
food for thought...
just finish eom econs test and a bit of chem tutorial....
almost died...
but it felt great...
sometimes u just wonder about if theres more to life...
i just wan my jordan lifestyle i used to have....
damm...
it never rains but it pours...
but while it is pouring....
get soak...and have fun.....
u......make it complete...
damm cliche..but oh well....
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, July 27, 2008 -
Friday, July 25, 2008
i am sick and tired of being judge...ppl just take u as a freaking barcode and scan you....
a defect..
worthless...
in this system....what pride can I have?..
people just crush and smash that little thing call self worth that you have...
what existence?
ppl dun live for themself anymore...
nowadays ppl are just living for fucking others....
theres no I....
theres NO ME...
i am me because ppl says what i am...
so whats the point.....
now all i can do....
is just pick up that little pieces i still have and put it bacl together again...
fragments....
posted by jordan chung at Friday, July 25, 2008 -
Friday, July 18, 2008
well nowadays my mind is full of...
studies and
food...
nth much really happen i school..
can feel the pressure nw...cause lagging behind ppl in studies...
oh welll work harder lor....
and still i cannot accept that second home....
it's just not me when i go there everyday....
the parents there sucks if u know what i mean...
and though these days some funny things happen...
firstly abt jy...he reminds me of one of my friend...
and god...i tink jy is more...disgust...
saw her around....
but nth to say at all...
well next time den.....
posted by jordan chung at Friday, July 18, 2008 -
Sunday, July 06, 2008
this week was a drag....
i think it's worse than anything....zzzz
firstly pw was hardcore sucky.....do lik so stress...really was stress..lik wat the hell lar..the bilbo so little source....cann0ot find much sia....sure tio gan by cher de......
and exams results were bad dao....depress lik siao...
chem tot can pass wah that mcq was rubbish sia...
maths was just plain bad.....and chem spa was really utter rubbish...
i ji tao kanna shoot by that machine gun till lik nothing....
and then fire that RPG...
totally destory me dao flat..
parent meeting sure another round..it fact...now on...i will at most say dao one sentence to him....i am so not going to reply that...zzzzzz
damm jc is sian.......
study harder lor...
but........
oh welll let me emo first.......find no meaning in going to school anymore......
yss ar........~~
and it just going to get worse.....
second regret....
posted by jordan chung at Sunday, July 06, 2008 -
