Saturday, June 06, 2009
i really love to sing...
pretty much feels up my life..
like a bubble...
but now...
pretty much the only time i sing...is in the bathroom....
pretty sad life....
they say...it's like a struggling musician i am....
but i guess I'm not even fit to be called a musician in the first place......
i noe...i'm pretty much trying to be sour grape over here.....
but...it's really very sad....
i dun even have a chance to fight....of course I'm complaining
it's very sad...why didn't i join chior...y didn't i do this i do that...
i just end up complaining, consume by my own self pity....
and i really dun wish to continue doing that....
your are not good enough....
you are not talented enough...
you are just another person who is chasing that 'so called star dream'
you'll never make it big....
well i guess it's pretty true.....
but still....the music will keep me going....
MY music will still keep me going.....
even if it means i have to sing in the bathroom....i will still do it
and this time....if there is ever an opportunity for me...
i'll grab it and never let go.....
i swear....i'll continue singing...
i dun give a shit abt what the other people says to me anymore.....
if i cant even do what i like...
i might as well die......
music is maybe...the key to my life........
looks like the show has really just begin..
i sing...for me...for them...for you.
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, June 06, 2009 - 
