Monday, June 22, 2009
it's been almost a week since the class chalet and i haven update....
might as well update a bit......
ok first night...7 people chalet...went eat then watch land of the lost.....very joke show....very random but it's good....then chiong till morning in the chalet...played indian poker...the bladder game....hold bladder like sick lik that only...lol joke.....
next day....bbq....slp till 1...can say sort of didn't slp.....kind of hard to fall asleep anyways....went back e hub....played pool acade...linger till evening bbq.....chit chat chill a bit....it was cool...
went home about 11 plus...
and the pics
friday....watched drag me to hell wif the peoples...
freaking gay...
shocking and dark humour...nicely done..love it.....
oh well...one week of holiday left...or thats what left of it anyway...
suck lar only guy in class tanking ayg.....but oh well...not much diff anyways..
beginning with shannon and gang wl and tan too...composing songs doing covers...
shannon complain need more guitar players...but i rly lazy learn...lol...tan and wl can do it...
maybe nick can do drums...hohoho....
study lik no tomorrow....hohoho
posted by jordan chung at Monday, June 22, 2009 - 
Saturday, June 20, 2009
sometimes....i have the most pain in the ass time with my own brain and the heart...dun u tink is real stupid?
the heart and the brain suppose to work together leh....not against each other you know..
logic tells me to stop...
feelings tells me to go....
this is insane you know...
how can people live with this.....
but...i really have to come up and decide which thing to listen to.....
it's very tiring leh like that......
sometimes it's just feels very full of shit.....
just when you thought....everything will work out...yea jordan....u might make it....this might work!
SALVATION WILL BE HERE....and then poof
it's all a dream.....
fuck you know....very sux one leh.......................who can take it you tell me who can take it.....
but i also know...reality is like that de lar......plus i am han hui leh...not some other guy or bloke..
whr got good things happen to me one.....
the dream ends...now....
make it painless, fast and quick for me....i dun tink i can take anymore anyway.
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, June 20, 2009 -
Thursday, June 18, 2009
in any case...at any more situation.
if i ever think that i could not handle it anymore......
i would let everything go....walk out...and never come back....
i have been wrong about many things....
and for the last time....i DO NOT WANT TO BE THAT STUPID AGAIN....
i will beat it.....fuck i willl
posted by jordan chung at Thursday, June 18, 2009 -
Friday, June 12, 2009
well studying has really been super unproductive...
but i believe it will be improved...
at least im doing something all i have to do is go a bit more mile..
cover a bit more ground..
been reading a book by mr richard fayerman....it's real good..
his books very inspiring....his many interesting and funny adventure's with science...
i mean if u are not the nerd type...you would really like the book...
so it's pretty cool man...shld check it out...
really helps me to get more interested in doing maths and chem liao...( good thing)
oh welll at least this holiday...i feel pretty enriching bar...
alrights...to all mugging for exams..preparing for projects...doing quizzes...A LEVEL..i have this to say.....
it's hard now...you may feel you are breaking apart...time is running out...you haven study enough...then if you have time to worry about that and feeling guilty...might as well use the time NOW to prepare yourself....to practice to revise...if u say it's too late...it will be..
give it a shot...you can one.....break your own limits bar....we all cant be that weak....jia you people.....shall end with a roman quote...i love it very very fun...can apply for lik many things..
I came , I saw , I conquer.
posted by jordan chung at Friday, June 12, 2009 -
Saturday, June 06, 2009
i really love to sing...
pretty much feels up my life..
like a bubble...
but now...
pretty much the only time i sing...is in the bathroom....
pretty sad life....
they say...it's like a struggling musician i am....
but i guess I'm not even fit to be called a musician in the first place......
i noe...i'm pretty much trying to be sour grape over here.....
but...it's really very sad....
i dun even have a chance to fight....of course I'm complaining
it's very sad...why didn't i join chior...y didn't i do this i do that...
i just end up complaining, consume by my own self pity....
and i really dun wish to continue doing that....
your are not good enough....
you are not talented enough...
you are just another person who is chasing that 'so called star dream'
you'll never make it big....
well i guess it's pretty true.....
but still....the music will keep me going....
MY music will still keep me going.....
even if it means i have to sing in the bathroom....i will still do it
and this time....if there is ever an opportunity for me...
i'll grab it and never let go.....
i swear....i'll continue singing...
i dun give a shit abt what the other people says to me anymore.....
if i cant even do what i like...
i might as well die......
music is maybe...the key to my life........
looks like the show has really just begin..
i sing...for me...for them...for you.
posted by jordan chung at Saturday, June 06, 2009 -
Thursday, June 04, 2009
wow weee...already Thursday already..damm it's fast...
oh well shall post about sam and ell's b day then....
on tue....went to play left for dead...wif xin yi, jing han, eugene, carol and xin yi's brother...
lol joke lar....we sure were damm noisy.....
later went to the mind's cafe play games....
the dinosaus bone one own sia...lol
here's some pics...
the birthday girls!!! happy birthday!!
i'm with the boomer......
after that went to this central shopping centre at clake...and u noe what u all did....
PLAY HIDE AND SEEK! LOLqing wei and pam catcher the rest all hide...
i must say it was damm intense sia...joke...
we went all the way to the 10th floor carpark there hide somemore....went up and down from basement to lvl 5 back down and up....
thrilling man!!
we all damm joke really....
taking pics while hiding from qing wei...lol
after that went outside sat beside singapore river play polar bear...
but nt as exciting as the first time we played it at sentosa...lol...
but it was still good......
and after that left......
lur..........can't stop thinking about...you....yes..you....god dammit
posted by jordan chung at Thursday, June 04, 2009 -
xin yan-
