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Saturday, November 08, 2008

usually very year..when it comes to the last days of school.I would usually think about the stuff that i would be doing next year and look forward to it. Making new dreams and excitement in my life.But in sec 2, it seems like things came to a stop, because of me failing maths i was not able to get into the pure science class just because i relax and did not focus on my work. I was not able to be with the same class as my friends and it seems like i was in a class whereby my combi and everything seems hopeless. however from there,i pick myself up...slowly and things work out well...my grades were good and i actually enjoyed competing with the ppl in my class....hong jun of course. And more friends were also made...izzudin jabez justin nigel daryl jian hao siraj..It seems like that fall was a good one after all, but now...this fall that i'm having it's just much worse..and this time..it just because i was relax and not focusing again...i lost my class...i lost a year...and i lost the ppl in this years batch i have made friends with...and it seems like i am walking alone again. I lost myself. Being retain...is like living in a black and white world where time just stop..not much hope..not much dreams and everything you work and fight for..you had to start it over again..the price this time..it's too much..the fall this time, it's too deep..it always happens. I always realise and learn after i get a very hard fall..but why can't i just fall once and never fall again? it's a minor setback my dad told me...but it's like taking a part of you tat you need it so much ..and i just lost tat..because i took it for granted..i need to be who i was two years ago...tat jordan in sec 3...because i have lost myself...and i had to find it back, i had to get back on. Before i get consume into nothingness again.....

posted by jordan chung at Saturday, November 08, 2008 -

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